Wednesday, August 10, 2011

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Calma ....muita calma nessa hora...não estou namorando não...disse que dei uns beijos, e garanto não passou disso, foi ótimo...mas só foi isso...infelizmente.

Por isso disse que tudo isso é muito complicado, na minha cabeça ainda sou casada, sei que ele aprontou, fez isso e fez aquilo...mas acho que para eu entrar em outra relação...está ainda longe, é muito cedo.

Não me sinto preparada psicologicamente, hoje mesmo estou muito triste, acho que é o que eles falam de "rebote" , uma recaída na deprê...

Fiquei muito chateada das coisas que descobri sobre o dinheiro da Louise, vai saber o que mais ele tem feito, muito mesmo...e acho que agora isso veio de vez no meu peito..

Domingo é dia dos Pais...ele está aqui no Brasil...ele nao telefonou uma vez sequer..., não sei se ligo pra ele pra ver se ele vem, Louise vai vir com certeza com um presentinho da escola pra ele



Se paro de forçar esse laço entre eles, esse é o problema...preciso falar com ele sobre o batismo da Louise, sobre a festinha dela...se é que vou fazer...

Enfim...nada é como aparenta ser, as pessoas as vezes...imaginam que vivo num mar de rosas...mas esse impasse, me sentir ligada...a ele...isso é desgastante. A falta de interesse dele saber da Lou...isso acaba.



Tenho pena sobre o que o futuro reserva pra ele....porque não vai ser nada bom, Deus olha tudo e sabe o mundo da voltas...

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sandrinha said...

Amiga, vc estah no caminho certo! gostando de voce mesma e apartir dai voce perceberah que o mundo nao se resume num bofe soh kkkk
Que outros virao e que te darao o valor que voce merece ;)
Fica linda, se sentia bunita, atraente, vah ver vitrines, tomar um cafezinho na melhor cafeteria da cidade, sentar a mesa, cruzar as pernas e levantar o dedinho mindinho segurando a xicra de unha feita kkk Eh isso que nos faz sentirmos por cima, nos dando valor mais do que ninguem.
E assim seremos bonitas para nosso filhos e eles sentirao que somos e estamos fortes para eles se sentirem confortaveis e de coracao em paz.
Obrigada pelas palvras de conforto na hora dificil q tbm estou passando, mas morte eh a coisa mais certa que temos qdo nascemos, soh nao aceitamos a maneira q elas tiram as pessoas da gente. Mas enfim tenho minha familia e a mim mesma pra continuar seguindo em frente.

To feliz de te ver bonitona, e seguindo. Beijando?? yumiiiii faz bem ao coracao, acelara e faz o sangue circular maios rapido ;) kkkkk
Beija, gasta muito beijos afinal tem tantas coisas que a gente nao leva daqui mesmo, entao gasta pq a terra ha de comer kkkkkk

Muitos beijos pra vc e para a Lou que tah uma nora lindona!

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Eliana said...

Oi Jo, bom, momentos delicados, sentimentos à flor da pele, altos e baixos mas não posso deixar de falar, neste caso, que a separação, pelo visto, é um mal necessário em algumas situações...você está linda! Espero que os sentimentos se aquietem, que a tristeza momentânea vá embora, mesmo que devagarzinho, e que deixe espaço para a felicidade de novos tempos, novas experiências e novas conquistas. Um novo caminho vc tem pela frente. Boa sorte! Bjs pra vcs.

Dora said...

O povo diz que casar é dificil, eu digo que separar é bem mais, não é difícil vermos casais se já se acabaram a muito, dentro da mesma casa somente pela comodidade do "já que está deixa ficar", se olhar no espelho, arrumar os cabelos, cobrir as olheiras, botar o pé para fora, não é nada fácil, tripliquemos isso quando o filho pequeno, quando aquela maldita frase surge na nossa consciência "não vou tirar o pai do meu filho(a)" ai é que tudo desanda mesmo. E fica-se aguentando, dias melhores, dias nem tanto, mas um punhado de coisas que nem querendo dá aqui para enumeraraqui, então se vc conseguiu se levantar de tudo isso, Jô minha amiga, força na peruca e bola para frente, tenho certeza que amor a pequena Lou tem de sobra, como eu não sou florzinha que se cheire, se fosse comigo eu faria por onde ela sentir cada dia menos a ausência do pai, quando crescer mais um pouquinho ela escolhe, sei que difícil é, mas um dia de cada vez vc vai retomando seu lugar, dentro da sua prórpria vida. Que Deus nosso Senhor te dê muita força e dissernimento e que os 40 chegue chegando, o novo ciclo vem ai estejas preparada para um monte de coisas novas e boas bate na porta. Um bj bem gd, um xeru nos zói.Dora

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Anonymous said...

Oi amiga !

Que saudade dos nossos papos !!
Estou de malas prontas para a Holanda agora em Outubro. Vou ficar muito triste por não ter mais você por lá para a gente conversar...
Mas, fico muito feliz em saber que vocês duas estão bem. Isso é o mais importante.
Prefiro falar com você off-line.
Manda um número de telefone via e-mail ?

Bjo,

Susana

Carlos Medeiros said...

O melhor é enquanto isso, curtir a filha.

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